8.21.2009

"Glory" or "How I Make the Mistake of Glorifying the Wrong Things, and In Doing So, Miss the Point."

I have recently become addicted to the show called Gangland on the History Channel. It's really good. It's really informative. It's depressing. It's interesting. It's dark. It's...

...it's missing the point.

Gang culture is interesting to me, how these tribes of people who are beyond my perspective move & operate. In fact, one of my favorite books from the past five years is this one. It an honest and open look from an outsiders perspective.

I think the point of the show Gangland (or the other really good show Marked) is to teach and tell the stories. I think it misses the point because it kind of glamorizes gangs. I think it is really unintentional, but it is still happening.

It has caused me to think a lot about glory.

Glory is a hard concept, because it tends to become self motivated. We do things that will earn us glory in some form of the other.

I think the other reason I have been thinking about glory is because of this song (but not the video), which is a cover of this song.

Whenever I hear the word 'glory' it immediately brings to mind this lyric:

"Unaware of Afflictions eclipsed by glory"

This line is speaking volumes to my soul right now. I think its so easy to get caught up in our afflictions. In our guilt. In our shortcomings. And the glory of grace is misplaced, it is not where we intended it to be, kinda like Gangland.

But the truth is I am more unaware of the fact that Glory has fully eclipsed all my afflictions, my guilt, my shortcomings.

I constantly need to be reminded of the fact that my afflictions have been eclipsed.

May we all recall the hope of glory, and may we live out of a place where we can no longer see our afflictions because the have been obscured by the grace, love and peace of Jesus Christ.

8.14.2009

“Arrogance” or “How James Bond Teaches Me Way More Than Just How To Be A Suave, Sophisticated, Poker Playing Uber-Spy.”

A couple months ago the TV network USA started playing Casino Royale, the all too awesome James Bond movie.

In case you weren’t sure, USA is the same network that has given us one of the top 5 television shows of all time: Psych. (The remaining top 4: Scrubs, 30 Rock, Arrested Development and Step by Step).

Yes, Step by Step was a joke. Kind of.

Anyway, I loved the movie Casino Royale. It’s the Batman Begins of the James Bond series, completely redoing and improving the sinking franchise. This chase scene alone is worth watching the movie.

So it’s on TV awhile ago, and I am watching it and M drops this knowledge on our reluctant super spy:

“Arrogance and self-awareness rarely go hand in hand.”

This is a great quote and one that can give us lots to think about.

I really strive to be self-aware. Not just because I like Karen Horney’s theories, or agree with everything Marcus Buckingham says (speaking of suave British men, that guy is legit). But because if you know your strengths and weaknesses, and are able to navigate your emotions, it’s possible to experience a much more holistic view of who we are and our identity in Christ.

It’s a fine line to walk – the balance being self aware and arrogant. One that we should be constantly struggling with and reexamining. Arrogance causes us to value ourselves over others, and instead of being self-aware we can become self-important.

It reminded me of this famous quote from the always wise Oswald Chambers:

“The people who influence us the most are not those who detain us with their continual talk, but those who live their lives like the stars in the sky and “the lilies of the field” – simply and unaffectedly. Those are the lives that mold and shape us.

If you want to be of use to God, maintain the proper relationship with Jesus Christ by staying focused on him, and he will make use of you every minute you live – yet you will be unaware, on the conscious levels of your life, that you are being used of him. “

May we be self-aware, not so we can become self-important, but so that we can guard our motivations. And may we maintain our proper relationship with Jesus Christ so that we may be constantly used by Him, even if it means we are unaware.

8.10.2009

My Experience with Hippies Part III: Recycling or How Activism doesn’t actually mean Action

We spent a weekend with friends at what the MO residents call The Lake, and it was a ton of fun. During our weekend, Allison and I kept a separate bag for recycling, even though the place we were staying didn’t have that as an option. At the close of the weekend our trash bag was much smaller than our recycling bag, but we had no place to take it, so I decided that we could just pack in the car and we would bring it back home where we could recycle it. This took my friends kind of by surprise, “You would rather pack this stuff and drive it 4 hours home than just throw it away?”

Yes. Yes I would. And not because I am holy, or amazing or anything like that. Not in the least. But it did give me a chance to tell this story, to share why it was so important to me. The story which I will share with you now…

I really like recycling. A friend of mine has this shirt and I think its funny/awesome.

More than recycling, I am fully on board with the green movement. Not because it’s trendy or because I have always had this deep burden for nature, or because I think Prius' are cool, but because I think it resonates with who God created us to be as stewards. I also read this book, which, if you haven’t, is a must read. It’s practical and has a great perspective. My wife and I are pretty dedicated to trying to do whatever it takes to be better stewards, whether its not using our clothes dryer or to merely be more intentional about recycling everything that can possibly be recycled.

I have also always been a big fan of the tag line: Reduce, Reuse, Recycle. However, I usually get stuck on “Reduce.” If there is one of these I wish I could master it would be reduce. I lack a lot of simplicity in my life. I long for it, but sometimes it just seems so hard.

Anyway, back to the story.

So Allison and I are at this hotel, and there are hippies everywhere. It was like a nursery rhyme.

I was really excited to walk around this conference/convention/concert/festival/thing when I found out the title was “Art & Activism.” Maybe because I believe in the arts as a means of inspiring others to get off their butt, or maybe its because it can bring people together and break down barriers. Or maybe because I like to people watch and the chance for some free swag. But as it turns out, I was in for a big surprise.

Allison and I did not pay to get in. Fortunately, festivals for hippies are run by hippies, and so we just walked in. This was a big deal to my wife, as she is not much of a rule breaker. Once inside, it was… well, um…

Depressing.

Every 10 yards or so there were giant really nicely made posters talking about everyday things you can do to be “green.” In between those signs were heaps of trash. Finally we can across some trashcans. Sadly, they were overflowing with everything: bottles, cans, fragments of watermelon, food, etc.

Nowhere in sight was a recycling bin. We looked. Everywhere. We even asked someone. We watched people just throw stuff on the ground. We watched as people cared a lot less about trash and recycling as they were about getting into the tent with rave music and laser lights (in their defense, it was a cool tent).

The only conclusion we could come to was that it was really depressing. We just walked around wide-eyed and mumbling to each other, “this is so sad.”

I know that may sound really judgmental, and I have apologized to Jesus for that. But there is something so sad about missing the point. And I don’t think it was intentional.

I have been to a lot of festivals. Trash is everywhere. Whether it’s a Christian festival or a unChristian festival – trash is inevitable. But the amount of trash was overwhelming. It would be really hard to advocate for people to recycle at a festival. But at a festival about recycling? It just made us sad.

It’s like there was tangible longing in the air to be counter-cultural, to be part of something bigger than themselves. Instead of standing out and being a festival that offered recycling and trash alternatives, all while explaining the virtues of doing so, the easiest way to be different was to dance in a fountain and make out with strangers.

I think the reason that this was so sad to Allison and I was because there are times when we are the same way. We take the easy way. I mean, come on, it’s easier, thus the name. Just because we call ourselves activists, doesn't really mean we are taking action.

Donald Miller said it best the other day when he said this, “I am starting to think “raising awareness” is a fashionable way to “not do work” when it comes to justice issues.”

Making other people care is pretty easy. It’s easy to throw out statistics and pictures and tell stories about issues and pull on emotional heartstrings. The real work comes in making an actual difference. Telling people emotional stories doesn’t create change if it ends there.

I think the reason this made us so sad is because we were seeing a lot of ourselves and a lot of the Church in the people at the festival. The Church is great at raising awareness, but we struggle in bringing about real change. A lot of times its easier to throw money at a cause then to actually go feed someone that is hungry.

Allison and I walked away with a renewed commitment to be more intentional about these areas. Are we going to be proponents for social justice or are we going to actually go out and do something? Do we get it right every day? Not even close. But we are trying, even if it means driving 4 hours with a trunk full of trash.

May we all struggle to bring about real change. May we walk humbly knowing how inconsistent we are and strive to do better next time. May we make a difference in a world that desperately needs it, and may we endure the cost of figuring out what it means to be good stewards of the world God gave us.